Steph's House of Blues

Guess who started Kindergarten!

2011-08-21T15:34:00.000-07:00

Long time no blog...

2011-07-29T18:41:00.000-07:00

Im still here! I read everyones blogs, I just usually read everyones blogs and run. We are doing greeat, Just got back from an amazing beach vacation, Konnor is 5 and about to start school!!!! Cole is 3 and getting wilder every day!! I still stay at home with the boys and LOVE every minute of it. Lets see, what else...Oh Ive lost 16 lb! That puts me back to my pre pregnancy (1st pregnancy too!) weight! woo hoo, bout time!! =) We are so super blessed. I love my family and our life so much. I hope each of you are well, sorry Im not around much anymore!!

show me the mommy

2010-12-31T17:48:00.000-08:00

Up close and personal....I thought it would be fun to have konnor take a pic of me....He didnt do too bad I dont guess..just a little close! LOL

The Christmas pic post!

2010-12-27T15:35:00.000-08:00

Shoot I forget every time that it puts the pictures on here backwards!! grrrr...

Konnor and Cole on their 4 wheeler that santa brought!
Merry Christmas!

Right after santa left ;)

Daddy reading The Night Before Christmas

Cookies and milk =)

I will post more from our family festivities later in the week!!

A few pics from this week.

2010-12-23T18:36:00.000-08:00

Coles list to Santa. I asked him what he wanted and wrote exactly what he said:

Konnors list. He wrote it all himself! (Of course I told him how to spell everything) Can you figure it all out?=)

My boys in their Mommy-made shirts. They will hate me when they are a few years older hehe.

I cannot get a picture that does my tree any justice. Its really pretty, but my phone just doesnt show it.

My sweet guys tonight before bed. love them. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE-EVE!!

Oh yeah, and the santa and snowman cookies we will leave for santa tomorrow night....I thought they were super cute!!

Just call me slacker

2010-12-19T09:23:00.000-08:00

Im still here....slacking again!!! =)

We have been doing nothing and tons all at the same time, somehow. I have been enjoying every minute of the Christmas season with my family. I love staying in pjs all day and watching cartoons and only getting dressed to either A. go shopping B. go shopping to pick up a christmas treat to come back and make or C. going to a family function. This time of the year is the BEST. I have to say it is wrecking havoc on my waistline, but it always does. I will fix it come january hehe. Cant wait to see the boys on Christmas Morning. They were so much fun to watch at the family Christmas Parties. I know its it going to be the best Christmas ever (just like I say every year)

Merry Christmas everyone!

Wed. randomness

2010-12-08T07:12:00.000-08:00

I am SO happy today. I woke up beside my husband and thats something we tend take forgranted. One of our dear friends and "brothers" was shot last night. My husband was with him. It could have been him. Thank the dear Lord it was not. He came home to me and I have more time with him.

Thankfully Jody is in good condition as well. The bullet grazed his hip and did minor damage. I can only imagine how his poor wife, with a 15 month old and 2 month old, must have felt.

I cant believe I even have to think about shootings, bullets and all of the other SCARY stuff I will not mention. Its just crazy. Why are people so crazy?

IF there is a positive, its that having your husband in this line of work FORCES you to have a good marriage. I end fights with him sooner, let most things go, pray for him daily, look foreward to him getting home, miss him when he is gone, and thank God for every little thing we do together as a family. That is a blessing.

On a lighter note....We get a Christmas tree today ANDDDDDD our new furniture!!! YAYAYAY
pics will come later!

I fell on ice yesterday and (didnt get hurt but) looked like a complete moron!! I even laughed at myself....it was less than gracefull. =)

The kids and I made the cutest gingerbread house last night. Konnor kept sneaking icing and ended up puking. Thats always fun.

I overheard konnor and cole upstairs yesterday undressing for their bath. Konnor said "Hey cole, santa can see us right now, and he can probably see that my wiener is bigger than yours" Oh dear lord. and so it begins!!

Everyone have a GREAT day. Im going to!!!

Card option #2

2010-12-07T05:49:00.000-08:00

Ok I need your opinions. I will either do a card with these two pictures (which arent really Christmas-y to me...but still cute) or the one pic in the previous blog. PLEASE let me know which is your favorite!!!

Merry Christmas

2010-12-06T20:23:00.001-08:00

Since most of you wont get our Christmas Card, I wanted to show you the boys pic....I find it HILARIOUS. I dont know why either. I mean its not that funny, but to me it just looks old school or something!! and I love how Konnor is sitting all proper and nice, and then Cole is all slouched like "whatever" hehe. Thank God I didnt pay for this, I just took it at home. Oh well, I think the greeting card maker at wal mart can do something with it. I will just add some text and maybe make it black and white, but anyway, wanted to share!! Merry Christmas!!

Ashley Judd winked at me

2010-12-04T17:49:00.000-08:00

yes you read it right.

So last night mark and I went to a Judds concert. If you dont know, its an old school country mother daughter duo from like the 80s. It was just something to do to get out of the house, we got the tickets for free, and we were just sort of making fun of ourselves.

Little did we know, the tickets we got were VIP and we sat with all the "big wigs" .I do not know how we managed that!
If you all dont know the Judds are mother, and sister to big time hollywood star Ashley Judd, and they are all three from right here in beautiful Kentucky. SO there we sat, 3 seats down from Ashley. Singing along to all the songs, all the while staring at Ashley instead of the stage LOL. I looked over once and she looked at me at the exact same time. We were both singing along to the words and she WINKED at me!!!! I mean, my night was TOTALLY made. Ok, maybe my year. I adore ashley judd. Probably just because she is from KY like me, but I just think she is so beautiful and down to earth. It was so cool......

Show me the mommy

2010-12-03T10:18:00.000-08:00

http://jonandlaura.blogspot.com/
This is the best I can do right now...maybe Ican get a better one when I go out with mark later tonight, we will see =)I do like this one though...

(the date is obviously not right. 2009?? not so much)

This little elf is GOOD

2010-12-02T14:19:00.000-08:00

I got EVERYTHING but one thing bought yesterday, wrapped AND hidden. Christmas for the kids is officialy under controll. YESSSSSSSS I, think Im as excited about the kids getting their toys, as they will be! Gotta say Christmas with kiddos is a blast =) BONUS: we got three fourths of the stuff for 1/2 off at toys r us, so we then went back and added some more stuff. No we are not going CRAZY, but it is fun to get the main things on their lists, plus be able to add a few extras that they werent really even thinking of. Cant wait!
I found myself saying several times "Thank you Lord that we can do this for the kids" It is truly a blessing. =) Now just to get a DARN tree to put things under Grrrr!!!!!

Wednesday Randomness

2010-12-01T07:38:00.000-08:00

I still dont have a Christmast Tree in my house, and its bugging the HECK out of me. I really want us to all go as a family, but i dont want to NAG mark, so Im waiting as patiently as possible. Ive tried to get the him to get the hint...Ive got the tree holder and tree skirt laid out ready in the corner, and the box of ornaments beside it LOL we will probably go today =)

Im SO excited, the kids are going to nana and papas today and mark and I are doing our Christmas shopping!! I love this day. Its so fun to get out alone with mark, and even more fun to buys stuff for the kids and play santa =)

friday is marks Birthday and we are going to get crazy...we are going to a JUDDS concert!!! LOL most of you may not even know who that is!! Trust me this is SOOO not like us...we are almost doing it as a funny joke. We saw a while back that the farewell tour would be here on the day of his birthday, and we both were like "Oh yes, we are so doing that!" hehe so I post soon about our wild night =)

haha mark is giong to be 29

We are getting new furniture next week!!!!!!!!!!!! Im just a little excited about this. We have had the same couch and recliner for the 7 years that we have been married. Its actually only "new to us" but I dont care =) Its my mother in laws (beautiful) two couches (each with three reclining seats) and recliner, and end table and coffee tables. She has only had them for 2 years and is "selling them" to us at a VERY low price...I mean, like not even furniture price...like the price of dinner....The best part is we get them this week and dont have tp pay her until after christmas =) EXCITED!! Pics to come!!

I really need an area rug though now to go under the new coffee table. Ive never had a coffee table!

I am startving. Its 11 am and all I have had is coffee....

I cant wait to go eat at outback for dinner tonight! one of my faves!

ok, kids are crawling on me now, which means I have been on here too long! =) Have a great wednesday!

Happy Thanksgiving!

2010-11-27T06:56:00.000-08:00

I hope you all had great Thanksgiving. We did! There were a few (not so great) things about the day...Mark had to work all day and night, so we didnt get to see him, and I had a SPLITTING migraine ffrom the time I woke up until the time I went to bed, so that stunk....BUT I have so much to be thankfull for, I still enjoyed my day. The boys and I went to my grandmother and grandfathers house, where all of my aunts and uncles, and my parents were and had lunch. My granmother (mommaw) spoils me. She makes these fried pies, which are basicall biscuit dough, filled with pie filling (she does apple, and peach) and then she fries them. Well as a kid I ALWAYS picked the filling out and just ate the crust. Now as an adult I find a plate of just the fried dough every year just for me. I love it =)
This was a very special visit too, bucause my grandfather (poppaw) may not be here next year. I know that sounds strange to predict, but he has cancer and was given three months to live back in sept. So every visit with him is cherished. He was actually doing great, and seemed just like himself, which he hasnt in a long time. I was able to sit and talk with him for a while, and I love that.
Next we made the trip to marks moms house (mimi) which is like our second home. The kids had a great time with the cousins, I was able to sit on the couch and suffer my headache...But all in all it was a great day because I am so blessed with my kids and all of my family. I could not ask for more! AND THANKFULLY I went home and went to bed, then woke up headache free the next day which is DEFINATELY a blessing! I hope eveyone had a wonderful day and got full tummies and full hearts, just as we did!!!

Show me the Mommy

2010-11-20T06:30:00.000-08:00

Al little late, BUT the picture was taken yesterday so it counts right...
I was actually looking at YOUR blogs when I was like "shoot!! I didnt do it!!" So when I got up off the couch to take cole to bed I grabbed the camera and snapped a pic. Forgive the "Im to tired to do this" look on my face, it was about 9 pm and it had been a LONG day of calling poison control, vomiting and diarhea, all from THIS little cutie decided he wanted toothpaste for lunch...Thankfully all was fine and the sickies went away after about 2 hours. Even Though I look rough, this is actually one of my favorite pics. It captures me and my baby boy in a way most people dont usually get to see. So there ya go!! I showed you the mommy =) Have a great weekend!

and yes the date is WAY off on the pic...cant figure out how to fix it ;)

Out of the mouth...

2010-11-20T06:21:00.000-08:00

of MY son:
At the grocery yesterday Konnor says as LOUDLY as possible "Mommy...I KNOW some people are different. So I am NOT going to ask why that man looks so wierd."

O..M..G

I unintentionally laughed, I did not mean to, It just came out. The spiky/multicolored mohawk, spike in the chin, black eyeliner and lipstick dude even looked over and chuckled. I quickly dashed into the next isle....Oh 4 year olds...

Bloggers block

2010-11-17T06:34:00.000-08:00

Wow, so its really hard to find inspiration for a "good" blog post lately!! Of course Ihave the kids who are always doing something cute and funny, I guess I just have so much going on I dont know where to start when blogging about them. Im going to just start over on my blog, and pick back up somehow. I love to share stories with you guys and have the me time as well. So forgive me if the blog is a little rocky for the next little while until I get back into the swing of things!! Im going to just blog about whatever and hope over time I can get back into something interesting! Hang in there with me!! =) SO what is today...Wednesday??'.....OK I guess, check back for a Wordless Wednesday later today!! =)

Slacker...

2010-11-16T12:48:00.001-08:00

Ok I know. I totally suck at blogging lately!! I feel like such a slacker. I love reading blogs and blogging, I dont know why I cant keep up! I think I need one of those daily "foto friday, thankful thrursday" things or something to keep me on track. Can you guys send me ideas?? I want to be a better blogger!!

Our Vacation Video!!!

2010-08-09T21:03:00.001-07:00

I made a video of some of my favorite pictures and videos from our very FIRST family vacay!! I loved it, we all had such a wonderful time!!

Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

a few of my favorite vacation pics

2010-08-02T19:32:00.001-07:00

There are of course thousands, but Im going to limit it to just a few of my favorites for now, since I AM still on vacation and have more important things to do!! =) more to come later!!

Konnor LOVING the Gator tail!

A pic taken at a restaurant we went to.

My sweet family!

SCHOOLS out for SUMMER.....Schools out FOR-EVAH!!!!

2010-06-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

Well, school is out for summer (duh) which means I am OFF WORK!! woo hoo!! BUT, it gets better...Mark changed shifts, and JUST so happened to switch to the exact shift that I work when school is IN....so what does that mean....I CANT GO BACK TO WORK WHEN SCHOOL STARTS BACK!! I have to say Im pretty exited about it. We knew that when mark put in to change shifts, but I didnt think I would get that lucky. So, Now Im officially a FULL time stay at home mom again. ( I know I know its only been six months that I even worked the pt job). I do feel a little bad not going back, but I can always go back when the boys go to school. Looks like it really is meant to be for me to just wait. BLESSED!

Konnors Bday pics, and the big Bday bash pics

2010-05-24T19:42:00.000-07:00

OK, so these are a little late, but I jsut realized that I posted pics of coles actual bday, and not konnors or their joing bday party the following weekend...oops.... So my big boy turned 4 on May 7th, I cant believe it. He was so excited for his tent, sleeping bag, and fishing supplies. I was a little sad to not be buying little boy toys to be honest....=) But he so excited to go camping and fishing with daddy and pee in the grass LOL thats all he has talked about.

Me and my big 4 year old. I showed him this pic, and he said "I will always love this picture."...I will to. =)

This pic was taken after their birthday bash the weekend after their bdays.

May 7th, Konnors actual bday. Daddy took off and we took him to Ihop for breakfast, YUM!

May 8th We had a big bday bash at Kart Kountry, a fun fun place!!!! konnor trying out the batting cages!

and he was SO proud he could drive a go cart by himself because "Now Im 4 so I can do it!!"

I LOVE YOU KONNOR!!!

Coles 2nd birthday pics!

2010-05-05T06:22:00.000-07:00

We celebrated coles 2nd birthday at home yesterday. Since the boys both have birthdays this week, we are having the "real" party this weekend.

Cole asleep on his birthday. This is his LAST paci EVER!
We put the big boy bed in his room. He played in it at bedtime, but then wanted in his crib =) guess he will have 2 beds in his room for a while =)

Look how old he looks!!!!!!!!

Got his first "real" haircut on his birthday!!

Konnor and cole having some cake.

mommy didnt wrap this one, so of course he got it earlier than planned.

Blowing out his candle. I think..well, I KNOW, this was the best present Cole got....a ride in daddys jeep with the top off!! (dont worry we didnt go far). Those that know him, KNOW how obsessed with Jeeps he is!!

Getting some help from big brother.

He is such a joy and we just love him so very much. Its hard to believe how fast two years can go. I wish he would just slow down. Last night I was putting him to bed and I told him how happy he makes me and he siad "Happy Meal!!??" So funny. Its so crazy how much they change in 2 years. I love him SO much!!!!

There he is...

2010-03-26T19:43:00.000-07:00

Konnor told me last night that when he gets big he wants to drive daddys jeep and wants me to ride in the "other seat". I asked him if I could go everywhere he goes, and he very excitedly said "Yes Mommy!! Will you?!" I wonder if he will still feel the same way when he is 16?
Theres my sweet boy. He has ALWAYS been a mommys boy, so I was really starting to get offended with our "phase" weve been in lately, but that moment let me see that my little BFF is still there <3

Oh PLEASE dear Lord, let it be true...

2010-03-26T19:33:00.000-07:00

Im gonna be brutally honest here....Lately Konnor has been my WORST enemy. We have been in one of those phases where we are like two deer with our horns locked and fighting each other every day. He will battle ANYTHING I ask of him. The talking back. defiance and Smart ass (sorry for language) comments are really about to push me over the edge...
BUT........I think we are coming out of this phase!!!!
Let me back track and tell you that K is the SWEETEST, most kind hearted boy I know. thats why this "phase" has been getting to me so bad. I have just been flabbergasted at this stranger in my house. So I am excstatic to say that for THREE whole days things have been peacefull and he has been SWEET agaiN!!!!! I feel so much happier again and like a half way decent mommy again. I hate feeling ill toward my own child but you mommys of 3.75 year olds know what Im talking about ( I hope)....AND the biggest miracle of all is that for this 3 nights we have also gotten into a GOOD BEDTIME routine!!!!!! (first time in 4 years!!!!) there was ONE really HARD bedtime...super nanny style....and for the past 3 nights he has done great and been asleep by 930!!!! ( he is a 1230 am-er usually!!) YESSSSSSSS!!!
I love him so very very much and am so glad to have him back!! ( I know that sounds dramatic, but its truly how I feel)...Please pray that he is back for good!!!! =)

A night out!!

2010-03-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

Mark and I FINALLY got to go out and act like young people again!! I have not been "out" since before I got pregnant with cole!!! (2.5 years to be exact!) we had so much fun!

Some guy put his hat on me so we had to take a pic!

Check out marks face in this last one!!! OMGosh it cracks me up!! He does NOT usually smile like that!! LOL

Got my photowow prize...

2010-03-05T08:23:00.000-08:00

And I love it!!!!!!!!! just wanted to share!

In other news...Is BEAUTIFUL outside today, yes the 40s is still cool, but hey its not freezing and the sun is shining. It looks like summer out, so we are getting outta here!!! BB is off all weekend and I know its going to be great!! I love weekends like this! Have a great day everyone!

How Ironic...

2010-02-26T20:16:00.000-08:00

Tonight we went out to do some shopping and stopped in books-a-million. I had one of those dreaded horrible mom/horrible kid moments where every flipping person in the store is staring at you and your screaming toddler and you just want to say whatthehellareyoustaringat....This happened while I was *trying* to look for the book called Raising your Spirited child (or whatever the heck its called). Needless to say I left before I found it....UGH. NOT. FUN.

Just so yall know....

2010-02-26T20:05:00.000-08:00

They won PHOTOWOW!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!
I have to admit, if the other moms know what length I went to they would say I cheated...posted on here, facebook (which got me about 40 votes), AND I work at an Elem school, so I went to the computer lab and voted myself at all 21 computers LOL....but oh well...I WON!! =) cant wait to get it in, I will post pics as soon as I do, and thanks if you voted!!!!

PLEASE do me a favor....

2010-02-17T19:51:00.000-08:00

and vote for my boys pic on Photowow! I have wanted one of these forever!!
Just go to www.photowow.com. most of you know what to do...but if not, then....
click on "contest" at the top right side, and then click "top ten" pics, and then you can vote....you have to vote for all of the kiddos, and they throw out low votes, so its best to just do lik 3s and give my kids an 8 or so..... mine is the pic of the two boys...you should know them! I know, sounds like alot....but if ya dont mind, please take a min and vote for em!! Thank you all so much!!

Couch Potato....

2010-02-10T05:38:00.001-08:00

Konnor is the epitomy of a couch potato. When he was a baby I used to be one of those moms who said "I wont let my child watch tv too much...." well, that came back to bite me. Around the time he was 2 1/2 he started showing a tiny interest in cartoons, mostly elmo. This just so happened to be right at the time Cole showed up. I could really see telling him "no" when he asked for "emmo" as I was sitting all day with a newborn attached at the boob.
Elmo once of twice a day then turned into "Cars" a few times a day and the obsession began. For a while now its been mickey mouse in the morning, and a movie at nap. Once I started working evenings I noticed that daddy was allowing way more cartoon time....hmmm can you say easy way out....anyhoo. Now my child has totally become a couch potato!!! In some ways it is extremely helpful....I know I can fall back on the old movie to give me a breather...but I totally do not want him on the couch all day either. As soon as his eyes open in the morning he says the same two things EVERY day. 1> I wanna watch cartoons and 2.> I need a cup. (which is a WHOLE other issue)...he would sit and watch tv until lunch if I let him and then eat lunch and go up to his room and watch tv some more, then dinner and go to bed watching tv. I really have to put my foot down on it and tell him no, which he then acts like I am a murderer or something but geez!!! I think we will start letting it become a reward again and not a habit. The kid can be so lazy! In the mornings he wants DRY cereal, and milk in a SIPPY cup so that he doesnt have to come to the table, he can lay down and watch tv. He take a bite of cereal and a drink of milk....ugh. What have I done!!! anyway, Its a good thing that he is super smart or I would feel even worse. Now time for me to go turn off the tv and do a project with them....that way I will feel a little better....=)

American Girl (((err...Boy))) Dolls

2010-02-03T19:40:00.000-08:00

Are these NOT the cutest things in the WORLD!!!!! Little Cole and Konnor dolls!!! AAHH!!! I so want them!!

Its the simple things....

2010-01-31T06:11:00.000-08:00

So, I figured out a few weeks back that I can set up my coffee pot to start on a delay....for a few weeks now ever night I have been getting ready for bed and just thinking "ugh, I dont feel like doing it, Im tired. Ill just do it in the morning."
SO, last night I was in the kitchen fixing BBs food to take to work with him and figured, Eh what the heck, Im in here, I fill my coffee pot. Did that, then hit delay. "set delay time" popped up "Hmm, well Im not sure. Sometimes the boys get up early, sometimes late....Ill do 730 I guess, right in the middle...." Got it all set and went to bed.
This morning I was awakened by a howling dog and screaming 21 month old...UGHHHH I rolloed over in bed, stretched and put the pillow over my head. More howling and screamimng. UGH dang it. I knew I had to get up. I sat up and then it hit me...."OH!!!! My coffee is ready!!! " I jumped out of bed like it was christmas!!!! =) Definately WORTH the time last night!!! That will a bedtime routine from NOW on!! =)

granola

2010-01-29T07:21:00.000-08:00

The boys love getting in the kitchen!! One of their favorites to make and eat is chewy granola bars.
Ingredients:

1 egg white, 1/2 cup butter, 1/3 c honey, 1/2 c Peanut butter, 1/4 C brown sugar, 2 cups oats, 1/3 C chocolate chips (which we were out of...sad face... Mix it all together, bake at 350 for 15 mins. In a pan lined with wax paper and sprayed... ;)

It looks like this when its done. Let it cool one hour then cut up!

I crumble some up to let dry out for my yogurt. MMM

Goobers...

Taste tester

I love this...He couldnt wait!!

Enjoy!!!

It official!

2010-01-27T08:34:00.000-08:00

This is where I will be July 30th!!! I CANT WAIT!!!! Let the count down begin!!!

WE ARE TAKING A FAMILY VACAY!!!!!!

2010-01-25T20:29:00.000-08:00

If youre wondering why Im yelling, its cause Im SOOOO EXCITED!!!!!
Cant tell can ya.
We are booking our summer vacation to Florida this week. ( Lord willing, it is all going to work out, and it will be all set and paid for this week!! It may not seem like a big deal to most but it IS to me for a few reasons....
1) Mark and I have not been on vacation since our honeymoon 6 yrs ago.
2) The boys have never been to the beach.
3) I love all things summer
4) this past summer I about DIED wanting to go somewhere...anywhere for a trip, and we just could not afford it. I didnt think it would be possible this year, but we are making it happen,
and most of all...
5) its our VERY FIRST FAMILY vacation. Thats US as a family. Me. Mark. Konnor. Cole. Thats it!! no one else is invited. We are doing this on our own. OUR family. I LOVE IT!!!!!!!! I CANNOT wait until July 29th!!!!!!!!!!!! Its gonna feel like forever, but its good in a way, cause I can hopefully get in beach shape by then....now Im really motivated!!!! I swear I just cannot wait for the whole thing. The car ride, the pool, the sand, the hotel room with the boys. Its just going to be amazing to experience this with my kids. Im so EXCITED!!! did I say that yet??
I have been up shopping looking at swim trunks, sand toys, kids suitcases etc all night!! ANyone who has gone on trips with their kiddos, Im open for tips, suggestions on stuff to take!!!! Im starting now getting stuff, I just cant wait. I adore the beach, I used to go every summer as a kids and am just SO blessed that I get to do this as a mommy!!! IM SO EXCITED!!!! =)

PARTYYYY

2010-01-16T22:51:00.000-08:00

My night out that I had planned since SUMMER turned into a night at home playing games, but it was still FUNNN!! and the reasoning is well worth it....my BEST friend found out today that she is preggo!!! YAY anyway, heres the pics!

Another year OLDER

2010-01-11T08:52:00.001-08:00

My dear husband pointed out to me last night that Iwas closer to 30 now than 20. Thats wonderful...NOT. Oh well. I have to admit that I am feeling a little on the old side when I say 26...but I dont feel old by ANY means.....I feel wonderful and vibrant and young so thats all that matters!!!
I am having a great day so far! Woke up at 8 and started the morning off right...It is the day of my first official "weigh in". My BFF and I are doing our own version of the Biggest Loser complete with DVDs, Last chance workouts, and very healty eating....anyhoo, when I weighed in this AM I saw that I am DOWN 5 LB!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOOO!!!
Next the BFF came by and had Coffee!! Woop Woop!! another PLUS. Love my coffee. We did our workout then had our usual girl talk time while the kdis played. Then mark came in from work and had the BEST card for me....it was really one of those that describes your relationship PERFECTLY. I love it....AND not one, but two GIFT CARDS!!!!!! I know it may sound like no big deal, but my husband KNOWS me to a tee, and knows that this is PERFECT for me. I NEVER get out shopping, the last time I did was my bday last year. SO I am thrilled!! I am just relaxing at home now until work at 2. Then once I get off at 6 we are going to dinner with my mom and dad. We will do a bigger celebration this weekend when my boys are with their Nana and Papa....Cant WAIT till this weekend! should be fun!!! Anyway, Im having a great birthday and am very blessed. Even if I am old......=)

Notice a theme?

2010-01-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

Cole has recently become just a little *obsessed* with his hats. I have had them since I had Konnor and used to put them on him occasionally....just in the last few weeks Cole has really gotten interested in the. He is always coming out of the bedroom with one saying "Hat! Hat!!" If we get ready to go somewhere he will rub his head and with a sad face say "hat!" it is so funny!! I never even remember to grab one for him and he will go find one and put it on. The other night he even brought me one after I had gotten his jammies on him!! LOL silly boy!

SNOW!!!!!!

2010-01-07T10:31:00.000-08:00

I love it I love it I love it!!!!!!!!!!
granted I dont have to go anywhere....that makes it better...=)
It just looks so pretty and the boys are SO excited!!
I will definately be posting pics later!

uh-oh....

2010-01-05T14:28:00.000-08:00

I am going to have my hands full....
I was getting ready to go out running errands this AM and was in the bathroom in my bra and underwear....NOW. I KNOW I should NOT do this as my sons are now getting older etc...BUT It happens. Sorry....anyhoo...
Konnor came in to tell me something, stopped DEAD in his tracks, GASPED and said "Mommy!!!!! You are BEARDAFUL!!!" (3 y/o version of beautiful...) "I wike dose undies!!! You should wear them EBER day!!!" I about fell in the floor laughing!!! Just the look af sheer amazement on his face was priceless, much less his comment.
He kept wanting to touch the sides of the underwear, just fascinated. Part of this may be because I ususally wear ratty old undies that are nothing special, and this was a new pair, but either way, it was like he was in awe....
THEN we went into my bedroom and he saw a pair of hot pink thongs on the top of my laundry pile, picked them and and with the same enthusiasm said "oooh!! you should wear dees!!!"
Man, Maybe I should really start covering up....I dont want things to start getting wierd.
At least I know my Victorias Secret Gift Card was appreciated by someone....just not who I thought...

HAPPY NEW YEAR pics!

2010-01-01T09:39:00.000-08:00

We just spent it with family like every year! Mark got to party until about 930 then had to leave for work =( heres our last pic together in 2009!!

Then I spent the rest of the night with my boy Konnor. Here we are waiting for the ball to drop.

This is what Cole did....he couldnt last till midnight, but as soon as it turned midnight I gave him a kiss!

And got one from Konnor too!! Man am lucky!!! a kiss from TWO adorable boys on New Years!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

Happy New Years Eve!

2009-12-31T10:23:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of 2009! Crazy when ya think about it. I dont know why I always get all deep on New Years! LOL I keep seeing all these posts and statuses saying "hope next year is better" etc, but heres what I say....I can only hope to be as blessed this nest year as I was in 09. I have such a happy life and love every day of it, and I just pray that 2010 brings me as much happiness and every other year of my life has. 2009 was great I turned 25, Celebrated my 5th wedding anniversary, Mark Graduated the Police academy as valedictorian and finally became a member of LMPD, We bought our First House, the boys celebrated their FIRST and THIRD birthdays, I had an AMAZING summer with my best friend, kids and husband full of swimming, parks, library days and everything a mom could imagine. I had a wonderful holiday season with the boys this year and am wrapping it all up this year with a lazy day at home with all THREE of my boys. I love when mark is off with us. We have all stayed in our pjs all day and relaxed.
SO, I dont think thats too bad of a year, do you?? Nope. Not bad at all if ya ask me!! Cant wait to see how awesme 2010 is going to be!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Christmas pic overload

2009-12-27T19:26:00.001-08:00

OK I am SO bummed, these are in reverse order....oh well, I will explain them!! LOL sorry so many! There are like 200 more but I will spare yoU!
Cole passed put after an exciting Christmas day!

Putting silly konnor to bed after the best Christmas yet!

Cole loving on daddy!

Cole playing!

sweet boy

Handsome little devil!!

Christmas morning at our house

(notice the police car is NOT finished....the santa left daddy a new drill, so he knew daddy would want to have something to use it on!....really mommy could NOT get that dang thing together! LOL)

This is them sleeping on Christmas morning before we woke them up! this is I think the only time they have ever slept together!!

The setup after santa left!

leaving cookies for santa Daddy reading the night before Christmas...so sweet!

This was Christmas Eve at my mom and dads. We stay late and the boys open jammies, then we go home with them in jammies and ready for bed...they were watching Christmas Vacation...Love it!!

playing with a new toy from nana and papa!

wordless Wednesday- Christmas Fun!

2009-12-23T19:38:00.001-08:00

Out of the mouth of Little Boy Blue:

2009-12-18T10:55:00.000-08:00

Goodness he is funny lately!!
Yesterday, in the kitchen LBB eyeballed my big nice rachel ray knife and said "Mommy when I get big can I have that knife" Me: "Well, I gues when you get really big you can, yes" K: "Yessssss! (doing the classic arm move) then I can cut my OWN grapes!!"

in the car a couple of days ago we went thru McDs drive thru and I got a sweet tea. The lady gave me a juice box for konnor that I didnt even ask for!! when we pulled out I said "What a nice lady, huh K!" he said "what is a wady?" and I told him it just means the same thing as girl or woman. he said "Can I call YOU a wady? " I said "yeah I guess if you want!" It was quiet for a second and then he yelled "HEY WADY!" to get my attention and CRACKED UP!!!! LOL

LBB and Baby Blue were in the floor playing and lbb decided he wanted what bb had....he went to take it and I said "You may NOT take toys from him! You wait until he is done!" I continued what I was doing and then heard LBB say "Hey cole...are you done? Say Yeah!" BB of course excitedly said "YEAH!!" (we play the repeat game alot with him to teach words) and then K swiped the toy right away from him!! I of course still made him give it back, but had to laugh. Little sneak.

last night LBB blue had been in bed a while and I was downstairs on the computer. I heard his feet coming down the stairs....he came around the corner and with a scolding look in his eye said "MOM-MY!! it is WATE! you should be in BED!!!" LOL

there is so much more, but I cant think of any right now. He is making me laugh all day here lately...he seems so big here lately!!!!!!

For your viewing pleasure....

2009-12-13T11:33:00.001-08:00

A Crapload of pics =-P

Our first real tree (as a family). I have had one before, but when I was a little kid. Every year until now we have used a 4 foot artificial. I LOVE this tree! The pics dont even do it justice. Its Beautful!

The one thing our house doesnt have that I wish it did is a fireplace. BUT I have a few Faux mantles throughout....

See!! They will do for now!

Our little 4 footer I told ya about! This year its up in the spare room. You can see it thru the front window and it looks so pretty!

The boys 1st christmas pics on the stairway

Front door.

Merry Christmas from the Bradens!

Stockings arent hung on the fireplace, but on the stairway thingy...

Just some pinecones and a santa bell...

How many days till christmas?!

My Grandma gave me these and I think they are BEAUTIFUL!!

Here they are again along with some dishes she gave me. And YES, the boys leave them alone. they know the rules around here!! =)

Top of the TV

I got this idea to hang the ornaments from the light from a Better Homes and Gardens Mag, was proud of myself for this one. Isnt that cute!! =)

And one more of the tree

It may not be the most extravagant home, or decor, but its OUR first home, and I LOVE it and am so happy with all that I have been blessed with.

Cooking and Crafting with Konnor and Cole!

2009-12-11T09:43:00.001-08:00

We Made Chex Muddy Buddies and Homeade ornaments today!! Fun!

For the ornaments all you do is mix 1/2 c flour, 2/3 cup salt, 1/3 c water and a Tb oil roll it out and cut with cookie cutters. Make sure you poke a hole in the top with a pencil or something while its soft. Set aside to dry out and then you can paint them!!! Super cute!

2009-12-11T05:32:00.001-08:00

I geniously decided a few days ago that I would switch around 3 of the 4 bedrooms in our house. Well, actually I was forced to to it because for some wierd reason Cole's room is always freezing. I have idea why...our house is only about 9 years old, and our heat is awesome....that room is just wierd. Its HOT in the summer and cold in the winter. It had gotten to the point that Cole was not sleeping and now that he is stuffy and coughing I had just figured it was best.
SO move him into the spare room, right....oh no. That would have been too easy. Anyone who knows me well knows that I always make things harder than they have to be. I thought, if Im going to be moving stuff, I might as well move Konnor into the spare room. That is basically his room anyway. The kid lives in there, we dont know why, but he has always liked it in there. We wake up and he will be asleep in there all the time. Plus that room has a cable hookup, and he previous room didnt. SO He moved in there...Cole went to his old room, and Coles old room became the new spare room. Whew...let me tell you THAT was NOT fun. I was in way over my head yesterday. Thank God for my wonderful dad who came and helped me. There I was with my whole upstairs looking like we had just moved in, and all the while Mark was sleeping because he works nights, I had cole crying and clinging on to my leg all day, a 3 month old screaming all day (well, till 12...his mommy came to get him early yesterday which was a Miracle...shhh) and a dog barking his head off in the basement because all of the commotion. Lets just say that is not my idea of a party.
But, NOW that its OVER I think this will work out better. Konnors new room is much bigger and he actually went to bed on his own last night!!!! Coles new room is warm (whole point here) but nothing is matching in there which is driving me crazy, but I already know how Im gonna do it, and will prob go shopping this weekend to get bedding and curtains. The new spare room actually is pretty now. I have always wanted an actual guest room, and now I have it. Before our spare room was just filled with junk and toys. I left all of coles little nursery decor in there though because it broke my heart to move him. I loved his room and cried last night when I put him to bed in the new room...=( I am so sentimental its not even funny!!!! anyway, thats that, and I guess I can just look at it as a chance to fix up two new rooms now!!! that is always fun!!!!

Attempt at Christmas pics

2009-12-07T17:10:00.000-08:00

The boys just got their pics done at wal mart this year only becasue I had a free coupon. All I wanted was the free one and thats it, and its a good thing because (I didnt realize it till after) Cole had a major fever and refused to smile. We did finally end up getting one good shot, but its still not a smile from him, its more a pitiful sleepy looking face. Anyhoo, I have always wanted to take my own pic in front of our own tree etc. so I had my brother come over with his fancy-pants camera and take some pics. OMGravy that is so hard. He seriously took about 150 pics and I found TWO that I was satisfied with. TWO. Even those arent perfect, but oh well. Such is life....Here are the two that turned out decent...I think we will use the first one. It looks best at full size, This one was ok too, but I just liked the first best....Even though the boys ARE NOT smiling....go figure.

There were 4 in the bed and the mommy said....

2009-12-06T06:11:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU.......

But I have to admit thats NOT what I was *about* to think....
Cole NEVER sleeps in our bed. He hates too. I was so adamant as a newborn for him to learn to sleep on his own, that now it comes back to bite me and he will not be rocked, and cant stand sleeping with anyone beside him. Konnor was the opposite, but he has been doing really good in his own bed for a few months now. SO this week Cole has been sick with teething and stuff and has been giving me fits at night. Last night he KEPT waking up. I am SO used to my full nights sleep that I was just exhausted with getting up and comforting him that in my sleeping stupor I just carried him back to my bed and we both fell right back to sleep. Fast foreward to 6 am. I am hanging OFF the bed with a foot in my rear. I kept trying to scootch back over and kept getting knocked back off the bed...Literally. I sat up in discust, huffing a puffing, Flung my hair out of my face roughly with my hand and though "GOD! I cant even Slee...." then my eyes adjusted and I saw such a beautiful sight. Cole laying on his back, arms above his head with his sweet little paci bouncing in his mouth while he was sleeping, Konnor next to him with his leg thrown over him, and my gorgeous husband on the other side with a bare arm thrown over the both of them. My annoyance was replaced with a warm feeling in my heart and instead I then thought to myself "God, Thank you for these three beautiful people you have given me."
I wiggled my way back under the cover, butt hanging off the bed, and stared at them for the next hour.

My Bad...

2009-12-02T17:12:00.000-08:00

In the car Konnor was yapping away, as usual, and he said "Mommy What is a jerk?"
"Where did you hear that!?" I asked "Casper" He said. Oh yeah, he did watch that the other day....
"What is it?" He askaed again. "Well, when someone is being mean to you, they are being a jerk. A person who is not nice is a jerk" "Oh, Ok" He said, then moved on to another subject. About 10 minutes of nonstop talking I finally said "Konnor please just be quiet for a while and let mommy drive!" ( I know Im aweful, but some days I cant handle it...) "OK. ((long pause)) JERK."
I gasped and said "Konnor!!! You dont call mommy a jerk!! that makes me sad! Only really mean people are jerks"
"Oh....My bad."
Geez How old is he again!!!! LMBO

OK....finally feel like it fits!

2009-12-01T20:34:00.000-08:00

Whew! I am finally happy with the blog!!! (after how many years!?)
I have to give KAYCEE most of the credit, she is the one who planted the idea in my mind when she suggested the "pink in the house of blue" slogan, so then I just ran with it. Now I love it! All of the boys have their cute little nicknames which I love!! (see sidebar), and I feel like now the blog fits me!!! Promise now more changes! (for a while anyway!! ) ; )

A Blog Naming Contest!!

2009-11-25T08:22:00.000-08:00

OK guys....(notice the title...UNDER CONSTRUCTION)...I have not like my blog title, well, forever...but for some reason I can never come up with anything that does stick out to me. SOOOOOOO
I thought I would make a game out of it and leave it open to suggestions!!! The winner will get a prize!!! =) so, throw em at me! you can leave more than one, too! The more the better!!!

Its so easy to over react...

2009-11-23T19:30:00.000-08:00

Especially when its your babies.

so heres the scoop...Cole went for his 18 month well check and just like always he was healthy and happy as can be and then Dr.R asked (as always) "any concerns you have??" and as ALWAYS I said "Is he talking enough??"

Every well check since his 9 month check I have asked this. I ask because (not to brag by any means) Konnor was literally speaking in full sentances by 10 months, so it is really hard to know what is typical. Every time Dr. R assures me that cole is indeed fine, and that I just have a very high standard that I am holding him to.

When I asked at this past visit, he said "Steph, I honestly think he is still ok. " and I said, "OK, well I just wanted to ask because the nurse did the checklist and asked if he was putting 2 words together, and he isnt" so we of course had a discussion about it, and basically long story short, he gave me the phone number to "first steps" early intervention, and said "you are his mom, and you are entitled to do whatever you want. I am not overly concerned yet, but if you are you can always call them and have an assesment done." and then asked if he was saying ANY two words together, like "No, mama" or "bye dada" and he is not. SO he said watch him for about two more months and work with him, and ny feb or so if he isnt, then it wouldnt hurt to call and just have then come over and asses him. He said even then it may be no big deal, but of course now my mommy brain is going crazy. I just feel bad for him and I KNOW that alot of kids have an issue with speech, but there is that inevitable mommy guilt. Do I not read to him enough, did I not give him as much attention as I did konnor, etc. I could cry as I type because as him mom I know I am SO blessed that he is healty and he is the happiest littleboy ever. But then I see him and watch him and I just FEEL like he is struggling. I always hae felt it. alot of people say its just because he is the baby, and it may be. I just know that he has trouble saying ANYTHING, and while its not a major health issue, I still know that communication is what gets you through in life and I just dont want my sweet boy to struggle, or especially, be judged. =( I have no clue anymore if it IS my mommy instinct or if it is my worrying side....SO I will just do what Dr.R said and wait a few more months. and I guess If EI does come out and asses, it may still be just to ease my mind......anyway, I know that was long. Just mainly a vent for me. Hopefully some of you will have an experience with EI or somthing similar. I will keep you all posted. If ya made it this far thanks for reading!!!!

Blessing

2009-11-14T06:43:00.000-08:00

Wow, as you guys know, I have recently started keeping a little baby here at my house. That has been a blessing to still getr to stay here with the boys, and yet make a little extra cash.

This week a got a call from the Elementary school. They offered me a part time postition. I didnt think I would take it since I keep the baby, and for lack of childcare. I went to be and prayed about it and the next day they said the hours were changed, it would be 3p -6p. I didnt think I could do that either because Mark goes into work at 2. I was so bummed. Then THAT afternoon mark got a call from him Sgt. saying they were switching him to nights!!! OMG how crazy!! so now I get to stay at home with my boys, still keep the little guy a few days a week, and go and work at the school just from 3-6 !! I am so excited!! and the best thing is that the kids still get to be at home and have daddy time!!! I know several people just trying to find ONE part time job. What a BLESSING I have been given. Its like the Lord catered this plan just for us!!

Wordless Wednesday- Child #3...=)

2009-11-11T15:59:00.001-08:00

Halloween pics ( a week later....)

2009-11-07T18:56:00.000-08:00

Konnor was Optimus Prime. Cole was my little lion.

They are tiny....I guess cause they are off the phone. ???

Actually....

2009-11-03T12:17:00.000-08:00

My son is 3 1/2, but ACTUALLY seems like his is 13 1/2.
THIS week he has picked up a new word....can you guess what it is?? No, its not candy...Its actually: ACTUALLY!! It is so cute to hear him say it, and even more amazing to hear him say it in the right context! I have no clue where he picked it up but I almost want to tell him to stop saying it, cause he sounds too old!! He says things like: I will wear these...No, actually I will wear my police shoes. Or Me: Konnor, do you want ketchup? K: Actually, I dont like ketchup anymore. =0
Its been going on all week!!! HE has also come up with "let me see" while tapping his finger to his cheek, and sometimes kids________-and sometimes kids dont _______. (fill in the blank with anything, such as take naps, like their brothers, eat carrots, etc).
What a little man....=(

BTW Halloween pics to come soon!! they were adorable!!!

watch this

2009-10-23T14:39:00.001-07:00

http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/pLTkGeZdw5ZcHhmt

headaches

2009-10-18T17:22:00.000-07:00

I literally have a headache EVERY day. Its really annoying. Some days are aweful, some days are annoying, yet tolerable. Either way I LIVE with a constant headache. What the heck. It sucks.

SUPER random Thursday Thoughts

2009-10-15T11:15:00.000-07:00

Its COOOLLLDDD AND appearantly our heat isnt working!
Ah well...its not so bad. I really dont mind it ((yet)). I like it cool in the house, and Ive been feeling festive (see new blog template) so the cold just adds to the effect, LOL. Today I will go let konnor pick out a movie, and somethig yummy to bake and just spend a day snuggling and keeping warm.
Luckily my father in law has worked in HVAC for 20 years and is coming to fix whatever it is that needs to be fixed tomorrow. I have to say we are really blessed in that dept, because from what I hear that can get pretty pricey, but he is totally taking care of it thru his company.
>>>>
remember when I said I was going to start keeping a teeny baby? well its going to be sooner rather than later! He will come next week for three days and then the week after that for three days, then start full time!!! Im excited to have a baby here. Im just a little nervous that I will never get out of my cave, er, house. But I know it will be fine. I guess we will just have to become planners instead of "flying by the seat of our pants" kind of people. Which will be hard....Im seriously considering a mini van...just so I can still be able to leave when I want....we will see how it all pans out!
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My mom and dad are going to Gatlinburg this weekend and I have to admit Iam SOOO jealous!! mark and I have been planning to go in Nov. for a few months now, but arent going to be able to go now. Bummer...
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Mark is on his 5 on 3 off schedule right now and I LOVE it!! We had such a great past few days. We did some shopping (which we NEVER get to do) and got the boys costumes. Then went to the mall (FUN) and out to eat. Yesterday mark and I got to go out to the movies ALONE. we say Couples retreat. It was cute and A) made me want to go to a beach, and B) made me really want to stick with my diet and lose 10 more Lbs. Nothing like a bikini to motivate ya!!
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I cant WAIT to decorate my house for Christmas!!! I have been tortured the past 2 years and not been able to decorate, so this year I am super excited!!!

OK, I guess thats all for now!! Going to refill my coffee cup and try to get WARM!!!! Its 62 in here!! THe boys are in two layers!! LOL

Why I love my life...

2009-10-14T09:23:00.001-07:00

I get to walk into the room to this:
I came into the bedroom today and Mark and Konnor were looking out the window at birds. I swear I about melted into the floor. <3

A job?? after 17 months??!!

2009-10-09T18:42:00.000-07:00

yep thats right! I think I may have landed myself a job....
babysitting a cutie patootie little baby boy!! LOL I know I know, nothing to brag about, but hey it will give me 100 extra dollars a week and thats 400 dollars a month that mark doesnt have to worry about. PLUS still no time away from my dudes. win-win
I AM a little anxious about some things though, of course....its just my nature....BUT I am keeping the baby of a friend from back in high school, and I just dont want anything to ever be negative. I would RATHER keep a strangers baby, just to be safe, but mark said just treat it like any other job, and have set rules etc, and it will be fine. Im also a little nervous about how my boys will do. They are on SUCH a great routine right now I dont want to throw it off. But Baby Liam is only 6 weeks old, so I can prob get him on a good routine too and then all will be fine. Hopefully....=0
oh, and one other thing....this will, Im sure, add the the whole "inevergetoutofthishouseandoutofsweatpantspoorME" thing Ive had going on, but I guess I will just hafta get over it. I have been praying for a way to earn some extra cash to help out, so when the Lord opens a door you cant shut it back, you know!! Im excited. Nervous....but mostly excited! if anyone has any tips Id love to hear them!!

YESSSSSSSSSSSS

2009-10-02T15:20:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY got a new computer!! I know Ive said that several times, but those time I meant that mymom and dad gave me their old laptops. Today my dad surprised me with a NEW lap top!!! Its one3 of those tiny ones. I love it, its so cute!! I mostly LOVE that unlike my previous one, it woill stay on when NOT plugged in, AND It does not require a special cord for the internet!!!!! I am sitting here in the recliner typing with NO cords around me!!! I feel so hi tech!! LOL Thank you DAD you made my year!! NOW maybe I will finally be able to blog more than every two weeks. I have internet really good now!! no shutting off randomly!! LOL AND....double bonus....one less thing I have to ask for for christmas....LOL J/K :p

Thats what I love about Sundaaaays...

2009-09-13T12:20:00.000-07:00

=)
you know that song???
well, thats what I feel like today!!! It has been a perfect sunday!! I got to sit in church and hear the sermon ALONE!!!! both boys went to childrens church by themselves for the first time!! that is a major breakthrough, seriously!! The only way it would have been better would be if mark came, but he had to work, of course.....anyhoo...then came home, had lunch, boys are napping and I am RE-LAXING! my house is super clean after my cleaning fiasco yesterday, and I have nothing to do except be lazy!!! YAY It is BEAUTIFUL outside today too....I am going to enjoy this next hour or so of quiet, then maybe go to the park and wal-mart if I feel like it..mom gave me 30 bucks just cause....SWEET! Thats always good! I think I may just get the boys junk that they dont need....gushers, ice cream, pizzas, etc. Thats always fun!! LOL well, this was random...just wanted to brag on what a RELAXING day I was having!! lol =)

Wrap up Summer '09

2009-09-09T19:04:00.000-07:00

Well, summer has been good to us. It makes me sad that it is officially over =( I refuse to put up the kids pool until it gets colder though...I dont even care!
We spent our summer days either at the park, the pool, the library of yard selling. Cole developed a love for popsicles and hot dogs. The sun has turned his hair to brown sugar and his skin to a creamy peach. Everything about him is sweet, right down to his chocolate drop eyes. He went from a baby to a little boy in a matter of months. Summer started off with him crawling in the driveway, and has now ended with him running through the yard, riding his little bike, and saying "Pool! Pool!" He is just like me and LOVES all things summer. Konnor is the epitomy of a boy. He would ride his bike all day every day if I let him. He is finishing off the summer looking like a little abercrombie model with his shorts slung low, and his tan line. =) He had his first close call at the pool, and went from screaming bloody murder when put in the water, to splashing around and pushing the limits toward the deep end. He rode a dirt bike AND 4 wheeler for the first time, and has now decided that he wants one of his own. I have to say he is quite good at it too. I think...no, I know that this has been the best summer of my life. Last summer cole was just a few months old and I was holed up indoors, refusing to be seen. Although not much on my body has changed since then, this summer brought with it a new attitude for me, and I threw out the window all cares of what people at the pool might think, and I took my boys almost every day. It was the best. I now FINALLY have the tan to prove it! I love this summer, but most of all, love love love LOVE my boys and the memories we have made!

just a small update...

2009-08-21T10:23:00.000-07:00

Coley went for his 15 month appointment today!! Of course he is a super healthy genius!! =) 31 inches, 20.1 lb. The shots broke my heart this time. Its aweful when you have to hold down your baby while he screams MAMA...=( Love you Cole!! (and konnor too!) ♥

Konnor-isms

2009-08-20T17:57:00.000-07:00

A few funnies....

Tonight after mark got onto konnor pretty rough (AKA a spanking), Konnor turned, looked at me and said very matter of factly......"I dont fink I wike him".

Yesterday, I told konnor to "PLEASE be a good boy!" and he asked "WHY?!" I said "jesus and santa are watching you" (horrible I know...) " and it makes Jesus really sad when you are not a good boy." he paused a second, then looked up to the ceiling, or heavens...whichever, and said "Jesus, dont cry. I just CANT be a good boy. it is TOO hard...."

Mark and I were playing around and he was poking at me, I was kicking at him, etc. I was like "Im gonna poke you with this fork!!!" (Again, we are looking like really bad parents right now.....) and mark was like "OH, do it....I dare you. Just see what happens!!!" and Konnor said "DADDY please dont taze mommy!!! I wuv her!" (you know...the taser gun that cops have.....)

Konnor looked at me when I was changing and said "Mommy, my tummy is not soft like yours." I was annoyed and said "I KNOW konnor! Sorry mommy is fat!" and he said "I wike it mommy. Its cute!" AW I love him!!!! <3

life with sons...

2009-08-06T18:11:00.000-07:00

Just a little snap shot into my world....

Konnor and Cole were both napping today, and so I thought "hey...perfect time for a little shut eye myself." so I cozied up on the couch and dozed off. I could NOT have been asleep long. I was in one of those half asleep naps, anyway. I felt a tickle on my face and thought "OK, what is he doing" (HE being Konnor...I knew it was him) I thought MAYBE he was like, lovingly caressing my face or something, and I wanted to catch him in the act, so I slowly openened my eyes (I have now perfected this). As I did I saw two little fingers coming at my face with a DEAD FLY pinched between them.....I sat up really quick and TWO OTHER dead flys fell off of my face!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH (quick note...we are not nasty, I had opened the windows, and appearently they were in the window seal frame thingy)....OMG OMG he was putting flys on my face!!! I jumped up and yelled "KONNOR!!!" and immediately started laughing. He started laughing so hard he farted and then we were really laughing. It was then, about two minutes later, I also noticed he was BUTT naked, and there were 3 partially eaten pop tarts on the floor.....Ah yes, boys.

MOTIVATION

2009-07-23T18:49:00.000-07:00

This is obviously a comparison thing. I was sent the first pic today by an old friend, who is a photographer. He was like "hey look what I found today...." It came just as I was deciding to really get my arse in gear and in SHAPE....this was before marriage and kiddos changed me. Dont get me wrong. I honestly am WAY more comfortable with myself now than I was back then (believe it of not...). I ts strange, I wish I LOOKED like that now, but I feel much better in my own skin now. I think having babies just does that to you. BUT still, I am going to look at this pic every day and know that I can at least resemble that girl again one day....(and not look like her MOM....ugh). I know I wont EVER be back to the 105 I was there, but minus about 15 pounds and I can be pretty close. SO wish me luck...I have done good two days in a row at least....

ABCs Of Me

2009-07-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

Nothing else to blog about, so here ya go.......

A - Age: 25

B - Bed Size: queen

C - Chore you hate: putting laundry away

D - Dog's name(s): Brody

E - Essential to start your day: coffee

F - Favorite color: pink

G - Gold or silver: white gold

H - Height: 5'

I - Instruments you play(ed): piano

J - Job title: Mommy

K - Kid(s): Konnorf 3, and Cole 1

L - Living arrangements: in a house? Me, Mark, Konnor, Cole, Brody

M - Mom's name: Debbie

N - Nickname(s): Steph

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: When I was a kid several times for spastic colon.

P - Pet peeve: Lots of em...

Q - Quote from a movie: Gosh, I dont know...

R - Right or left handed: Right

S - Siblings:1 brother

T - Time you wake up: usually around 7 or 730 if Im lucky

U - Underwear: None most of the time....LOL

V - Vegetable you dislike: none...wait, artichokes I guess.

W - Ways you run late: Huh??

X - X-rays you've had: teeth, ankle

Y - Yummy food you make: peanut chicken, lasagna, pork roast

Z - Zoo favorite: Zebra. They look so cool!

Mark Graduated!!!!

2009-06-29T11:18:00.000-07:00

Mark us the third guy (the second one you can really see good.) Is he not the hottest thing ever!!

Konnor was so proud of that badge!! He showed everybody that day!!

And guess who had the highest average in the class, therefore receiving the valedictorian award....HIM!!!!!!! I am so proud of him!! Konnor and Cole (with my help of course) got to make him an official officer by pinning on his badge, and then he put little badge pins on them, too. It was so awesome!

WHAT was I thinking!!???

2009-06-09T07:54:00.000-07:00

Brody is cute. Brody is smart. Brody is loving us....However, Brody did NOT come to us house trained like I was hoping. He does NOT like to sleep in his crate alone at night, and lets us know very loudly. We do NOT have our yard fenced yet, and he does not know what NO means. Hmmm, why was I thinking this would be easy. I think a baby is way easier than a puppy. Well, I think I will eventually be glad to have him....when our yard is fenced and he can sleep out there, and knows to go potty out there and not in here....and when he is an adult and not so "chewy"....when he is 8 years old....humph.

Im now a mommy of THREE!!!!!

2009-06-06T09:17:00.003-07:00

Meet the newest member of our family. BRODY!!!!! a 9 week old Doberman Pinscher puppy!! Is he not ADORABLE!

Another example of how they are TOTALLY opposite...

2009-05-24T19:49:00.000-07:00

I took the boys for their well checks on friday. Konnor was in the 50th for weight, (which I am SO surprised about....he is SUCH a picky eater) and in the 99th for height!! OMG I about died!! I had just been commenting on how tall he looked to me, but I had no idea it would be that much! He has grown 5.5 inches since his check up last year!! Isnt that crazy!! THEN, it was Coley's turn.....He is in the 5th for weight, and 25th for height.....He is such a little shrimp!!! Granted he was SO sick a few weeks ago and lost some weight, but still! He is tiny!!!! I like it though, hes my little man, and let me tell you his attitude totally makes up for it. Mark says he has little man syndrome!! LOL. The cray thing....he eats like a horse!! Seriously, I cannot fill the babe up!! He eats SO MUCH, I do not know where he puts it, and I dont know HOW he is so little. I just thought it was neat to see the difference in them. ***we took konnor to his FIRST baseball game yesterday!! It was so fun! I will post the pics tomorrow!!!

Birthday Party!!!!!!

2009-05-18T12:02:00.000-07:00

We finally got to have my sweet boys birthday party and it went fabulous. Tons of people and madness, but thats what its all about right...

Pic update...

2009-05-13T19:31:00.000-07:00

UGH I hate how they are reverse...I keep forgetting!! ANyway....here ^ is the AFTER of Coles 1st Haircut!!
Another After ^
During ^^And Before....
And some from Konnors Birthday. We took him to a fun play place, and to eat a SteakNshake. It was really fun. We are having a real party for the boys this weekend.

This ^ is him holding up his 3!
mark looks freaky in this pic^ LOL
Such an innocent little face!

Happy Birthday Konnor!

2009-05-07T19:24:00.000-07:00

My big boy you are three today. I just cant believe it! This time three years ago I was with you alone in our hospital room. putting your diaper on backward. I remember staring at you in amazement laying on that bed cause you were SO tiny. Later that night I held you on my chest and you were crying. I shh'd you and said "mommy is here" and you stopped crying and picked you tiny head up and looked me in the eye. From that moment on this whole world has been different. Konnor-Boy, You have given me the most valuable gift I will even recieve in my life...You made me a mother, and I love you so very much for that. I wanted you so very badly and know for sure that God gave you to me becaues he knew that you would be my perfect match. For the first two years it was basically just you and I since daddy worked so much, and you honestly became my best friend. Then after Cole came along, you were right there to help me and make me see that I could do it. I always thought little boys needed mommy's and that they learned stuff from their mommy's, but Kon I had it backward...I need you , and you are the one teaching me daily. You are SO smart and SO funny. You have your daddy's side that loves to pester, and you are SO quick witted. I just cant believe how far you and I have come together dude. I think Ive done a pretty good job so far, but you have done a great job too. You keep me in place baby and are my right hand man. I love you so much and while I dearly miss that little bald baby, i am so proud of the little boy you are becoming. I love you more than you will ever know. Happy third Birthday baby. This is such a special day, and you are such a special guy. I love you forever. *mommy.

Coles Birthday

2009-05-04T20:01:00.000-07:00

Dang it, I forgot that it puts them up in reverse order....so ^this is after, and he passed our with his 102 fever...=(

^^This was the ONLY time he even remotely cared and he said "mmmm" it was SO cute!!^^

^^ Look how bad he looks! He was miserable. =(

Well, As it turns out, sweet baby had to go to the doctor today on his very first birthday! He has a double ear infection and has been throwing up for the past 3 days. We had to post pone his party this weekend, till two weeks from now, but I wanted to have him something for his Bday, so we just got a little cake, and sang happy bday. He felt so bad the whole time and barely even tasted the cake. Any other time he would be tearing it up!!! Poor guy. Hopefully he will have more fun at his big party. I cannot believe he is 1. I cried today cause the time has gone so fast!! ANyway, Happy Birthday Cole!

Dear Cole,

2009-05-04T12:30:00.000-07:00

My sweet baby boy. Today marks one year since I first laid eyes on your precious face. You came out and a calm came over the room. Since the moment I first saw you I have been amazed at the presence you bring with you. l cannot believe that you are a year old. Where does the time go buddy? This time last year I was in the hospital bed about ready to deliver you. What a wonderful day that was. You have made me so immeasurably happy, Cole Baby. You just have this amazing presence and are such a joyful soul. Your little face is just always so happy and bright, and you make everyone else feel that way too. I don't know why I cant remember every single minute (I so wish I could) because I have been happy every second since you have been with us. I just feel like I have blinked and you went from newborn to now.. You have gone from a teeny little guy who laid and looked around to now a funny, silly boy who knows how to make me laugh and loves doing it! Everything about you is joy. You just are such a blessing and I love you more than I even thought I could. When you were in my tummy I knew I would love you, but I really honestly am surprised by how IN love with you I am munchkin. You are such an important part of our family, and I find myself saying all the time "he is just perfect!" and "I cant believe how much I love him". I thank God everyday for you sweet boy, and for knowing better than I did. I absolutely cannot imagine my world without you Cole-Cole. I love you so so much, and am so honored and blessed that I am your mommy. You teach me so much, and make me want to change the world for you. Keep the precious happiness about you that you were born with, forever. If I could give you one thing for your birthday, it would be for you to keep the same disposition about you for your entire life. Keep that, buddy, ok. Happy first birthday my love. You are loved more than I will ever be able to put into words. ~Mommy 5-4-09

My babes are sick.

2009-04-30T18:53:00.000-07:00

Nuff said. I hate it. I think back to when I was a kid, and I remember getting sick. Back then as far as I remember my parents never got too bent outta shape about it. Now though, when my kiddos are sick I think the world is ending. Its just my nature to worry. But times are different too, now there is always some new sickness to worry about, and of course my little sweeties would get sick RIGHT as this swine flu junk is all over the news. Man I swear I hate feeling that gnawing worrying feeling. Cole was sick 2 weeks ago, got better, now konnor has been sick for 2 days, and then tonight Cole is throwing up again. My brain automatically thinks "Oh God...what if they have it." I hate that. I aksed the doctor and she just kinda blew it off and said viral. I think that is the answer to anything honestly. Anyway, I just pray my kiddos feel better soon. Its no fun for any of us. Them cause they are miserable, and me cause I make MYSELF sick worrying about them! Sheesh! Say a prayer for them will ya. Thanks!

picture catch up

2009-04-29T07:20:00.000-07:00

Leaning to play frisbee in our BACKYARD....love having a yard finally!

Silly Boy!
PICK ME UP mommy!

Konnor on the little bridge in our NEW backyard!

Our new patio furniture that was FREE....cant beat that!

The stairs...random I know...just my fav part of the house...
Having fun at Lowe's
Easter

I hate doing this cause I like to have funny, smart or clever blogs (not that I ever do) but, I want to catch up on some pics from the past month or so.

Attention Wal-Mart shoppers...

2009-04-27T05:05:00.000-07:00

Just a quick reminder:
Wal-Mart is a family friendly grocery store. We appreciate holding off on your dating quests, pick up lines, and any activity that may lead to the conception of a child. To the happy couple in Isle 5. Please control youreselves. Its is very uncomfortable for mothers and children to witness your mating foreplay. One should not have to scurry past the peanut butter shielding their childs eyes and hoping not to get hit with a bodily fluid. Thats rediculous....
And, shoppers...it is not acceptable on a monday morning at seven AM, to practice your bar-etiquite. Although you may be feeling like a stud in your oh, so attractive "holey shirt" complete with pit stains, the milk freezer is not really where folks plan on meeting a date. YES, a wedding ring does indeed indicate that one is married, and YES the beautiful children in the cart are the product of the "lucky guy" who put the ring on that finger. Oh, yes, and the ever so flattering "wink and nod" will only get you a wierd look, not a date with me...ER...fellow shoppers. Thanks though.
So anyway, shoppers. One more reminder...Please also take note: It really scares the PEANUTS out of other shoppers when you stand two feet behind them in the parking lot waiting for them to get their kids buckled. Most people do not like standing up and turning around to a stranger right on their behind...Just saying.
So, loyal shoppers, thank you for your time, and have a wonderful shopping experience.

Home

2009-04-23T18:34:00.000-07:00

My family and I now are the proud owners of a new home. A home where my boys can have their own rooms, a yard to play in, neighbors to play with. A home where I can cook dinner for my family and make memories for a lifetime. Is this not what home really is though? Not concrete and bricks. But more than that. This is our first house and I already feel like it has always been my home. I have had several visitors in the past two weeks and many of them have made a comment to the effect of "it feels homey!". To be honest it took me a whole day of thinking about this to really get what I was feeling but coulndt really express till now. It DOES feel homey here....
Why is this? Because its a grand marvelous house? NO. Because I am an astounding combination of June Cleaver and Martha Stewart? NO.
I feel that "Home" is a state of mind. A feeling. An emotion. I have lived in four places with mark, and mark and the boys before this house and they all felt like home. I think that I am AT home with my life. Home is Love. Home is Happiness. SO, am I a wonderwoman for already having mark and my boys settling and feeling at home in our new house? No. We were at home before we moved here, And we will be at home once we leave. Wherever we go together, there will be home.

Ya'll come back now....ya hear.

2009-03-11T11:36:00.000-07:00

Anyone know what Im even talking about? That show the Beverly Hillbillies....ANYHOO. Just thought it would be a fitting title. I am back after many a month of no internet. Someone new must have moved in this apartment complex because I turned on the computer to type something up and the internet just popped on! I love wireless! We are still crazy around here though. In the process of moving. Cole and Konnor are growing like weeds. Cole is cruising around furniture, waving bye-bye (and saying it) and tons of other stuff. Konnor is hitting a crazy almost-three year old stage where he is too smart for his own good. I am still staying home with them and loving it. So anyway, I am hoping this free internet will at least last until we move so I can actually post on my blog more that once a month. Just wanted to tell ya all not to forget me and to keep stopping by every so often to check in!! Ya'll come back now...Ya hear! =)

inspection

2009-02-17T07:46:00.000-08:00

Here is a pic of the outside, it doesnt look like it from here, but it is really open and big inside!! I dont have anymore pics yet, these are just the ones from the website...

The inspection went great and all is well. We even learned more great things about the house actually! We didnt even know it but the basement is actually "partially finished. Basically all the ajor stuff is already done for us. All the electric and and framing of the walls is done, and it is even plumbed for a bathroom down there, and we dont have to do anything except get the fixtures and put down carpet and a drop ceiling etc. SO the inspector said it would be super easy to finish it! YAY. And appearantly the house comes with a cat too! All 3 times we have been there, htere has been a big fluffy kitty hanging around outside. It has to be someones because its really chubby and sweet, but it was up on our porch when we were there. Aww! So anyway, I will post more pics whenever I can. I have alot of painting I want to do first! =)

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We got it!!

2009-02-09T14:54:00.000-08:00

We accepted the banks's offer of 109,900 plus closing costs!! We are going to sign the papers to accept today, and then just have to get through inspection! Woo hoo!! We are so blessed! Foreclosures are awesome! definately the way to go!Dont have time to type now, be back later!

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!?????????

2009-02-06T20:28:00.000-08:00

No computer= no fun for ME!!!!!!! WAAAAA, I hate having no computer, BUT I love the reason for it. WE ARE FINALLY GETTING A HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPEE! Fingers crossed that is... We found one at a major steal, and put in an offer. They countered and then we countered back. SO now we are just waiting to hear back!! But Mark said even if they dont bdge any we are still going to accept. It is seriously a steal. It a foreclosure. 2500 square feet, 4 BR 2.5 baths, big yard, 2 car attached garage, and a basement. It is beautiful! I love it and feel so blessed. I know this would not be working out if it were not for the good Lord, seriously. I have prayed for a year for a house, and this one is a miracle! It was bought 2 years ago for $165, 000 and we will be getting it *fingers crossed* for between $105, 000 and $111, 000!!!!! Can you believe that! Definately a blessing, and it is seriously gorgeous! We are so blessed. All we have to do is come to an agreeing price, then do the inspection and God willing that will go well. SO, we dont have our internet for the time being, but I use it here and there when we are at the In-Laws, so I will keep yall posted!! Say a prayer that it all works out!! BTW, I've missed being on here and reading everyones blogs!!! Did ya miss me?? =)

Sick, sicker, and sickest.....

2009-01-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

(AKA Konnor, Cole, and Mommy)

Dude, Ya'll would not believe how sick I was yesterday. I really thought I was on my death bead. It all started on wed. night konnor just threw up out of the blue, and did so 3 more times during the night. The next day he was fine but since then has been so stuffy, and has a bad cough. Then, at 6 am yesterday morning, mark woke me up to tell me bye when he went to work and I thought "ew, I feel gross." about 2 minutes later I was in the bathroom getting sick. I alternated throwing up with going to the bathroom about every 3o minutes ALL DAY. I had not ONE thing to eat or drink all day and finally at around one o'clock I had one tiny sip of ginger ale and THAT came back up. that made about the 16th time...(no lie). That is THE sickest I have ever been. Thank GOD my dad come over and kept the boys occupied. I called him crying after an episode of hanging over the toilet puking with Konnor standing in the doorway screaming and crying "MOMMY what wrong!! What you doing!?" and Cole crying and trying to crawl into my lap....AS I was getting sick....I had to have help. I would not have made it without him being here. He said he bet it was the flu. That time at one o'colck was the last time I got sick, but I was so miserable all night. I was in so much pain. My whole body hurt. My head, neck, face, back, stomach, and legs just throbbed all night. I finally drank some gatorade at 9 pm and went to bed. This morning I feel much better. Im just really weak and still not all the way right, but alot better. I had gatorade for breakfast. I still dont want to eat, but I am dying of thirst. I could just chug the whole bottle of gatorade, but I dont want to cause Im afraid I will get sick again. Then poor Cole this AM nursed, and then threw up every where. UGH.... I so hope he does not get as bad as I was. He is playing fine and not fussing or anything, so maybe it was just the congestion and drainage that made him sick. He hasnt eaten anymore yet, so we will see. He is just really quiet and calm today though and I can tell he does not feel good. Poor boys. I hate it when they are sick. Im glad I got the worst of it. and THANK GOD I feel better today. that really sucked.

Finally got my computer back!

2009-01-19T09:37:00.001-08:00

Thats where I've been, Ive got the cousins over right now, so I will blog more later...I was just excited to have it back!

Fun, fun day!!

2009-01-14T18:25:00.000-08:00

My mom and I always do something with the boys on Wednesday's, because its her day off. Today we went to this SUPER fun place, Incredible Daves. It is flippin' AWESOME!! Seriously, I dont know who had more fun, me or Konnor!!! They have like 5 or 6 Bouncy Houses, a bunch of games, and this awesome huge gigantic gym/maze thingy that is completely enclosed, and goes up like 4 stories. It is made all out of like seatbelt meterial, and has all these different levels with different things to do on them, and there are 2 huge slides from the top that are SO slick, steep and fast it literally feels like a rollercoaster hill!!! I know I sound like a total nerd, but we do not get out much and I had SO much fun. I kept on going down those slides with K and I would actually squeel and giggle, they are so fast! Im seriously surprised he liked them, but he did!! Here are some pics from the day. BTW, Cole had a blast too, he is getting old enough now that he can do fun stuff too! I love it~

(MY MOM IN THE BACKGROUND)

THAT GUN IS BIGGER THAN HIM!

THIS IS THAT BIG MAZE THINGY....

COLE LOVING THE JUMPY
HE LOOKS LIKE SUCH A BIG BOY IN THIS PIC!

DANCING! =)

Birthday pics!

2009-01-11T18:03:00.001-08:00

We didn't do anything special, just went to dinner with my mom and dad at Buckhead's. Still, though, a free meal is always fun. And I had all the people I love most there, so I couldnt ask for more!

And I thought they had nothing in common......

2009-01-11T10:00:00.000-08:00

I just thought this was cute. I did not stage these pics by the way.I was just going through my computer this morning looking at Konnors old pics, and realized how many I had of them doing the same things. I DO take pictures of EVERYTHING the boys do, so its no surprises I found pictures that look the same. I have tons more of *matching* pics, but here are just a few.
Cole having fun with wipes:
Konnor having fun with wipes:

Cole in the tub:

Konnor in the tub:

Cole in the Jumperoo:

Konnor in the Jumperoo:

Cole playing the drum:

Konnor playing the drum:

Cole looking ever so comfy:

Konnor looking ever so comfy:

So funny!!

Shopping makes me HAPPY

2009-01-10T09:14:00.001-08:00

(and, I must admit, a little guilty....)

BUT Out of the $200 in gift cards I got I only spent like 50 on myself.
I got some SUPER deals!! I got a pair of Express jeans: Orig. $68.99 for $11.99!!!!
a pair of Gap jeans: orig. $90.00 for $21.50!!!! a Victorias secret Bra for $9.99 and 4 shirts at Target for $13.00 all together!!!!!!!! Dude! I also got new Clinique makeup, but my mom bought that for my b-day (which is TOMORROW!!!) so I really feel like I racked up!! Now I am finishing my day of shopping off with my Fave Iced Coffee frpm Starbucks, my mom took Konnor for the night, Cole and mark are sleeping and I feel like a queen! It does not take much these days, and since it has seriously been like a year and a half since I have gotten any new clothes. PS....One the weight loss issue....I I swore that I was not getting any clothes until I could get down to a small size. I was a little sad because when I used to shop (before Cole) a 4 would be the biggest size I would EVER get, well since having Cole Its been like 8-10, but my Express jeans are 8's (bigger than I would like) SIDE NOTE: (for ME it is big...No I do not think an 8 is big in general, but for my frame, and my health it is...I am 5 foot tall....and used to be 105 lbs. Please do not take offense if you are this size!!!!) Anyway...and the Gap jeans are 6's!! Yeah! My goal this year is to be in a 4 again, but hey the year is just starting, so I will take a 6 for now! I will take pics at my bday dinner tomorrow and let you see some of the new clothes. I do feel really wierd that I didnt get something for the boys with it, but my mom was with me and wouldnt let me! She was like seriously getting mad at me! I guess she is getting a little embarrassed of all my old clothes! I am in a super good mood now though! It feels good to have some much needed new clothes! (and some caffeine!)

Look what we have been up to!

2009-01-05T16:37:00.000-08:00

PLAYING, playing playing!! I dont know if you noticed in the pics, but Cole has become SO independant this month. He is so good. He will just sit and play for the longest time. The other day he sat in the ploor playing with toys and I finally went and picked him up because I felt like I was leaving him out or something! Konnor never played like that. He is loving his new toys! Konnor loves all his new stuff too. Our little friend Charlie came to visit the other day. Is he not the cutest thing!!

I did so good today...

2009-01-02T17:36:00.000-08:00

I ate really well all day, and I even exercised. I couldnt get my dvd player to work right but I STILL worked out. I did a bunch of crunches and lunges and took a walk with the boys. All of my meals and snacks were healthy and whenever I wanted to eat in between I would dring water. We had a great dinner too. But guess what...I just had a Brownie Earthquake from Dairy Queen....You know you would have eaten it too if your family owned a DQ and you got free food whenever you wanted it. SO, I am off to a fantastic start!! (NOT). I guess it back to square one tomorrow!

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T17:32:00.000-08:00

And that it was. We had so much fun last night. We always do when we spend time with our fam. We are SO close with our family and I am so blessed with my in-laws. My mother in law is seriously like a best friend. We are so much alike and have so much fun together! Sure we occasionally get on each others nerves, but its more like how a best friend would annoy you and then you make up the next day and go shopping. We went over and have good food and drinks (7 up for me....still have to think about Cole!!) and just laughed and talked and played games all night. 3 years ago I would have wanted to go to a party or something, but it is so nice to get to go and enjoy myself and still have the kiddos there. All the kids played together and all of the adults had fun and acted like kids too! I have so many good pics, but have not had time to transfer them yet. I will though. When it got time for the ball to drop I noticed mark trying to stay close to me which for some reason really melted my heart. I dont know why, I mean he is my hubby, but It just felt good to know that he was glad to be with me. I woke up Cole and Mark, Konnor Cole and I sat in the living room floor and counted it down (with everyone else) and then Mark kissed me and konnor kissed Cole!! Then Mark and I exchanged kisses with konnor and cole too. It was just so fun.
I called my mom and dad too right after, they would have normally been there but they had just gotten home from a vaca in TN, so they just stayed home. It was a great night, and hopefully reflects the whole year! I hope you all had a wonderful New Year!

2008 in pics!

2008-12-31T11:05:00.000-08:00

What a great year we have had! I cant believe it is over. Its bittersweet because this has been such a great year. I cant wait to spend 2009 with my boys though. I know there is so much in store!

So, here is our past year! Although it doesnt look like we were very busy, we definately were! It has flown by!

January: Living in In-Laws Basement February: We took Konnor to his first Circus!

March: Got our apartment, started to potty train Konnor!

April: My Baby shower!

Spending time with Konnor while its still just the two of us.....

May: 5-4-08: Cole Gregory Braden is born!!

5-7-08 Konnor turns TWO!!!

June: The boys and I stayed with my mom and dad (thats my mom in the pic) while Mark is in training in AK. as Konnor gets adjusted to baby brother.
July: Cole starts smiling *On Purpose* for the first time~And we move his bed into HIS room.

August: Konnor gets his first big boy hair cut from daddy! The before and after:

And we took the boys to the petting zoo:

September: We went to the REAL zoo:
October: Happy Halloween!
November: Cole sits unassisted for the first time, Thanksgiving.
December: MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Tuesday Timeline

2008-12-30T06:34:00.000-08:00

Here is a basic routine I am going to stick with in keeping with my getting healthier plan. The days events are the same as always, I just added in the meals and excercise. Today has already changed a tad though, as I am already on the computer instead of waiting till naps. I had to look something up so I just jumped over here too. I was SO sick yesterday, have no idea what it was, but I had NO schedule at all, and really didnt even eat, so today shouldnt be too hard to stick with eating well. My tummy is still yucky. (BTW Im not preggo....I checked! LOL) All I know is that I was in some serious pain and so nauseus. A weird pain in my stomach. I prayed last night that I would feel better today and I do, for the most part.

Basic Daily Timeline:
800 Nurse Cole
830 Konnor: Breakfast, Cole:Cereal,
900 Me:Coffee(2 tbsp creamer,splenda)(30 cals), NutriGrain Bar 130 cals) and a pear (about 60 Cals)220
930 Clean up/Konnor help/cole in highchair with toys
1000 Read books with konnor and Cole .
1030 Go to the park and for a walk (finish 1 bottle of water)
1100 Cole nurse and lunch, Konnor lunch, Me:snack (carrots and ranch) (40 cals) (1 bottle of water)
1130 Lay Cole down/Konnor movie/nap time/Me:workout
1200 Clean/
1230 Me:shower then lunch (salad: spinach, feta, tuna, balsamic, pecans) and (apple/grape 100 calorie pack), diet coke.
100 computer /tv time
200 Nurse cole give a snack/ alone play time with Cole
230 Me:snack ( 1 pc bread with 1 tbsp peanut butter) and 1 water, Konnor and Cole books/songs/toys
300 play time/Konnor snack
330 play time/lay cole down
400 any cleaning still needed before mark gets home/cole sleeping/konnor playing
430 daddy time
500 nurse cole and give his dinner/finish bottle of water
530 start Dinner
600 konnor mommy daddy( dinner(finish a water)/cole in high chair with his remaining
630 play time
700 Bath time
730 play time/stories/songs
800 Nurse cole and put to bed
830 read and talk to konnor and daddy
900 Me:snack (fudge bar) (40 cals) Konnor in bed/watch jon and Kate + 8 with him
930 Konnor::cup Me: computer/tv time
1000 Make marks lunch. Watch New show
1030 relax alone
1100 nurse cole,
1130 do daily hygiene routine/ go to bed
Start over the next day, only change out meals.