Thursday, May 7, 2009
Happy Birthday Konnor!
My big boy you are three today. I just cant believe it! This time three years ago I was with you alone in our hospital room. putting your diaper on backward. I remember staring at you in amazement laying on that bed cause you were SO tiny. Later that night I held you on my chest and you were crying. I shh'd you and said "mommy is here" and you stopped crying and picked you tiny head up and looked me in the eye. From that moment on this whole world has been different. Konnor-Boy, You have given me the most valuable gift I will even recieve in my life...You made me a mother, and I love you so very much for that. I wanted you so very badly and know for sure that God gave you to me becaues he knew that you would be my perfect match. For the first two years it was basically just you and I since daddy worked so much, and you honestly became my best friend. Then after Cole came along, you were right there to help me and make me see that I could do it. I always thought little boys needed mommy's and that they learned stuff from their mommy's, but Kon I had it backward...I need you , and you are the one teaching me daily. You are SO smart and SO funny. You have your daddy's side that loves to pester, and you are SO quick witted. I just cant believe how far you and I have come together dude. I think Ive done a pretty good job so far, but you have done a great job too. You keep me in place baby and are my right hand man. I love you so much and while I dearly miss that little bald baby, i am so proud of the little boy you are becoming. I love you more than you will ever know. Happy third Birthday baby. This is such a special day, and you are such a special guy. I love you forever. *mommy.